i'm lost...
dont know where you are or how have you been lately...

im lost...

renew my contract or not?
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'The autumn leaves are falling like rain.
Although my neighbors are all barbarians,
And you, you are a thousand miles away,
There are always two cups at my table'

tell me this is a bad dream and i'll wake up and i'll definitely wake up.

someone pinch me.. no, please do me bigger favour and kick me in the butt.
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after 6 diet nanaman + 40 mins workout

himala, nanalo mclaren.... what happened to mighty schumacher ferrari? miss ko si villeneuve.
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im tired of zapping tv. arghhhhhh bat di parin ako makatulog???????

dapat siguro redhorse hindi redbull.
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Rainy days and Mondays always get me down

this is my current 'life' situation:
havent seen Riel for a week, work is no excuse, im so bad.
i'd rather work than be here at home.
i'm such a coward i cant even face my own problems.
again, im having a hard time opening up

my life as a childrens book? the title would be the ff:
failure in boots
failurella
loser walked the beanwalk
.......
see, i cant even think of other kid stories.


how can this be? i had a 12 hour working day, im more than tired.. still i cant sleep. so now, im watching blair getting grilled by mtvnerds like moi. will join the rally tomorrow.. not the whole though, 1 hr lang siguro.

Happy Birthday Manong, du fehlst mir.
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my tryst = my triste.

im alone.
ich habe nichts.. und doch habe ich alles. wozu bin ich überhaupt hier?
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Come away with me in the night
Come away with me
And I will write you a song

Come away with me on a bus
Come away where they can't tempt us
With their lies

I want to walk with you
On a cloudy day
In fields where the yellow grass grows knee-high
So won't you try to come

Come away with me and we'll kiss
On a mountaintop
Come away with me
And I'll never stop loving you

And I want to wake up with the rain
Falling on a tin roof
While I'm safe there in your arms
So all I ask is for you
To come away with me in the night
Come away with me

whoooosh!!! im home. full with chai latté and tgifs oreo madness (saw my classmate Richard earlier, eating shawarma and drinking frappucino.. naglilihi siguro)

another Friday night in front of the pc.

where am i right now? speednetcafe
what the heck am i doing here? wasting time and money

first, i'm not drunk - not a drop of alcohol in my blood. really. if my post tonight looks weird then blame it on the chimney sitting next to me. gahhh.. why does he have to puff his smoke on my direction.. whyyyy??????

you're the silence during my calm moments,
the goal of my long journey,
you're my chill-out area,
the holidays in my year,
you're the candy department at the grocers. yummy yummy you.
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i miss this so much
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i'm addicted to this blog tee hee.

San Beda Choir coming this April, some of them are going to stay here at home, i can't wait.

i feel like i'm shrinking..
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The sun just slipped its note below my door
And I can't hide beneath my sheets
I've read the words before so now I know
The time has come again for me

And I'm feelin' the same way all over again
Feelin' the same way all over again
Singin' the same lines all over again
No matter how much I pretend

Another day that I can't find my head
My feet don't look like they're my own
I'll try and find the floor below to stand
And I hope I reach it once again

And I'm feelin' the same way...
Norah Jones
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Je suis desolée, ma mère. Tu es ma vie.
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He's sleeping in my bed, so sweet.

iba na ang iyong tingin...
iba na ang iyong ngiti....

1. its spring - pollen everywhere, eye irritation po
2. yeah, i went to the dentist.. whity white teeth eh?? but no, they dont glow in the dark.
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i want to take a quick course on this..
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i miss the phil, i miss makati, i miss baguio, i miss the panagbenga.. i miss them and i miss you.
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ehm, my vote won. tschugnall